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Thank you all for your continuous love and prayers. Seriously blown away for all those praying and reaching out to me/us.
I had to take Jordyn back to the doctors yesterday and she is currently being treated for pneumonia along with her UTI. She is just so very sick but is on the road to recovery. Praising HIM for that. Jace also has an upper respiratory infection and began meds last night. They are both lethargic and sleeping a lot but God is healing their Tiny bodies and they are seeing His anointed hand in and through this all.
Sweet Avery is (well all my kids are) emotionally exhausted and she just cries as her anxiety increases and as she said yesterday, my life is just hard right now. As a momma, this is the worst part in all that going on. To see my Little’s sick, hurting and struggling. Oh how my heart shatters and all I can do is position and reposition them
Before Gods healing hand, pray with them, for them and over them. Trusting, having hope, and having big faith as He shows up and heals our broken hearts ???
I sit in awe of just how good He is and It’s been in those moments of complete weariness and despair, when I am crying out to God to see His face, that He sends an unexpected blessing, phone call, or text message by someone and I immediately drop everything as I sit in awe and I am reminded of His faithfulness and love. He shows His face bigger and brighter each day and I am truly thankful and blessed that He has prepared me for such a time as this. There is definitely a loss of control, a humbleness, a place of surrender and a place of stillness I have had to come to as I am overdone and tired on so many levels. I have learned to receive (hard for me) I have allowed others to make decisions as I am too emotionally exhausted to do that and I have allowed God to truly lead the way as I know His ways are better than mine. He truly has been my strength, because there is NOTHING in my flesh that is remotely strong right now
Thank you again for your ongoing prayers and love. Praying if you are in a place of brokenness, despair, if you have lost hope in all things, surrender your life to Jesus, to the cross. We may not always know what’s head. We may not understand why the trials of life have hit us so hard and we may not understand the pain we are experiencing but I can tell you that with Jesus, there is light, there is hope, there is life and there is redemptive freedom. It’s through Him we are saved and it’s through Him there is hope in the midst of our darkest days
Praying for you all and thanking Him for each of you. Y’all have been faithful to my family and I cannot thank you enough ?

Isaiah 41:9-10 “I have chosen you and have not rejected you. So do not fear, for I am with YOU. Do not be dismayed for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you, I WILL uphold you with my righteous right hand”