The past several weeks I have taken some steps backwards with my health. I am having more bad days again and just feeling awful. I have been having severe upper GI pain, bleeding and horrible back pain on top of everything else I face. Today I underwent an endoscopy and colonoscopy. The good news is that there are not any ulcers or tumors. The doctor took a lot of biopsies because of all the symptoms and the reality is it just may be a complication of my disease or the mast cells that I over produce may be settling in my gastrointestinal area.. We are waiting on those results and should have them within the week.
I want to thank everyone who has loved on me and prayed for me. My husband and my kids who have watched me be sick all the time and for my mom who is always on hand. For all of you who always check on me, love on me and encourage me, you know who you are and thank you..
That’s my health update and here is my truth. I know the enemy is trying to take me down through all this. My spirits feel weak and I am honestly tired of feeling so terrible so often. But…. My God is faithful and he is just. The enemy WILL NOT take me down on my watch and I know I WILL BE HEALED. I ask that you all continue to lift me up and pray for complete healing. Nothing is too big or too small for our God. I put my life, my trust and my faith in him and I will praise him through and through.
As I was praying as I was falling asleep I saw white doves flying over me and their wings were rainbows. God, reminded me of his faithful covenant and his love for me. He is soaring over me, wings spread wide, gliding and glistening with all of his beauty. He reminded me of his promises, his truths and his unfailing love for me and it brought about an undeniable peace. I am his and my continuous prayer is that I am purified and look more and more like him. That my life would be a living testimony to his faithfulness and love and that if my health issues, my struggles helps one person to know his great name, well all the pain and suffering is well worth it.
Thank you all for your ongoing love, support and prayers. They carry me through and mean the world to me. Love you all mucho